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EUROLAND
Some background: I had my 1st European tour in support of my 3rd CD, "The Musician" in February 2002 after Heaven Magazine in Holland gave it a beautiful
5 star review and named it Best Pop Album of the Year in 2001. From
there, things developed, the word spread and we came back a second
time in 2002... this time with help from many new friends including
Continental Records- who got the album distributed throughout Europe.
I never did complete and post the journal for the Autumn 2002 tour.
So sorry about that. Since things are so very busy at this point,
I ask that you share your comments about the concerts and music
at the VENT
page. I get so much inspiration from your letters. And I always
write back (though it can take time sometimes.)
Thank you for hearing me and for being a part of my dream!
Love,
Jennifer
THE
NEXT EUROPEAN TOUR :
&
the new album release in 2005
STROOPWAFELS,
BARBIE'S BUSH & THE HOLY COAT
The
JOURNAL for my first European Tour (Feb/March 2002)
VENT
This is a place where you can write
to me, express what you feel about the music or just read entries
people have posted from around the world. (I always write back too.)
RICHARD'S
JOURNAL (in Dutch) (in
English)
An account of one fans' Mad Magdaline
Tour experience from the 1st Tour (Feb/March 2002) (in Dutch)
PRESS:
Concert & Album reviews and Interviews from Tours
"The Musician" made many Critic's
top 10 lists. Articles in Dutch, English, Italian, German etc...
RECORD
STORES
A list of European record stores
that carry Jennifer Terran CDs. But always the best way to support
any indie artist is to purchase it direct at their website.

Jennifer's
Mad Magdaline
European Tour Journal -
February/ March 2002
PART
I.
A frequently asked question: Why
tour Europe and why now?
I've
had my heart set on touring Europe for a long time.
Sharing
my music in a foreign land has been my secret wish on many shooting
stars, wish-upon-planes and birthday candles. And forgive me if
I sound like I'm over generalizing here, but here I go… I would
venture to say that Europeans are not nearly as afraid of the dark,
not nearly as afraid of intensity as Americans generally are. And
I think that Europeans generally have more of an appreciation for
art and non-commercial music as a whole.
So
I thought our music could do especially well in Europe if given
the right opportunity.
Like
many of the things that come to fruition in my life- it all begins
with an inspiration. From there, I let myself imagine in fine detail
what it would be like, whatever it is that I'm longing for… then
once the idea is set into my consciousness… my body, my mind and
my heart start to find ways to make it all happen.
I
knew in my bones Brendan and I would go to Europe and soon because
I was putting out a lot of mental energy into the idea. I was just
waiting for the sign… waiting for one small excuse to buy the plane
tickets and go.
Though
I had never been to Europe myself (Brendan had several times touring
with the Transylvanian Mountain Boys), the albums, particularly
The Musician had started selling
modestly all over Europe- Denmark, England, Ireland, Spain, Italy,
France etc… Then one day, I started noticing a concentration of
sales in Holland, sales which all referred to a magazine called
"Heaven".
As
a rule of thumb I don't generally send out promotional copies of
the music unless it is requested. So it was a rather rare thing
to find the album mentioned in a publication when there was no record
of a promo being sent out. Anyway, turns out the editor, Eric Scipio
(a wonderful, talented and caring connoseur of music) came across
The Musician on the internet,
purchased it and included a small blurb about it in a column in
HEAVEN MAGAZINE which said: "Voor THE MUSICIAN van Jennifer
Terran ruil ik zo vrijwel het volledige repertoire vanTori Amos
in"
Translated
in English: "I'd gladly trade in
all my Tori Amos CDs for Jennifer Terran's 'The Musician'.
I
usually have a real aversion to being compared to other artists
because I feel the music Brendan and I make is unique. But I've
become a lot less uptight about being compared because I understand
that that it's very difficult to talk about music, to describe music,
to take the place of the experience of music with words. So comparing
me to another artist is a way to give someone that you're trying
to explain it to a reference- until the experience of the music
itself can replace the shallow skelatin of words.
When
I finally saw this little blurb printed in Heaven and saw that practically
no one in the entire magazine received a five star review… and hearing
that The Musician would be getting
a proper review with 5 stars…well, that was all I needed to get
my ass over to Holland.
Later
Heaven rated The Musician #1 Best Pop Album of 2001,
which made me glad because I know that it's a very special album
and it felt good that these people across the world were recognizing
it in a way that was consistent with the way I saw it.
I
have had lots of beautiful reactions from Americans about The
Musician, but I have yet to see that album get the recognition
I feel it deserves here in the United States. Even in my own town,
the press is not particularly supportive. But before I start getting
pissed off, I'll change the subject now.
So,
back to what I was saying.
Without
really knowing anyone in the way of friends, booking agents, distributors
etc… in Holland, I went ahead and purchased 2 NON REFUNDABLE round
trip tickets for Brendan and I to Amsterdam, Holland- calling this
mad act, "The Mad Magdaline European Tour". I trusted
that the tour itself would somehow fall into place. The first step
was making the trip definate.
The
reason I took the chance was because of peoples' reactions to the
record and the fact that they were actually buying a record based
on a little blurb loosely mentioned in some column in a magazine.
You
see, it was not long before this time that I was the main music
feature in the "Los Angeles Weekly". To give you
some context….The LA Weekly is probably THE most widely read publication
on entertainment in Los Angeles. Needless to say, it has a numerous
amount of readers and is considered very influencial. The
article the LA WEEKLY did on me was a full page interview/article
about the music, the release of my third record, The
Musician with a large photograph etc….
So
goody gumdrops me! You know, I don’t think that article made the
slightest dent in bringing many more people to the concerts or the
albums I've released. It was apparent to me then that LA just wasn't
getting off it's couch-potato ass enough to explore a music that
wasn't being shoved down their throat by MTV or commercial radio!
So
when I saw these Dutch people seeking out this largely obscure import,
The Musician, I knew where
I was now going to be putting forth my energy.
Before
I knew it, I was being contacted by several people: the great Jos
with the live BRTO radio program called "Crossroads"
in Bergen op Zoom; Eric Slierendregt who is a sort of psuedo
indie distributor for my albums in Holland and who is our booking
manager for half of Holland; (then later, Theo, my other and sort
of main booking manager…Roots Management); and a singer-songwriter
from Amsterdam who happened to see us play at a show we did on our
US WestCoast Tour in Seattle, WA- Lily Kiara. I asked these people
as well as everyone else I could think of if they knew of good music
venues or booking agents etc…
And
this is where I realized I was dealing with a totally different
kind of people. They were kind, helpful, honest and it's because
of these sweet people that the tour came to be a success.
THE
STRANGE AND WONDERFUL HAPPENINGS:
Though
I was trying not to have any expectations about it, in my mind the
tour was going to be a very good thing.
Just
2 weeks before our scheduled arrival in Holland there was practically
nothing scheduled whatsoever. As a result, I got an inspiration
to make up for the lack of planned dates which I called: Strange
and Wonderful Happenings. These happenings were going to be
the vehicle by which we were to play our music in Holland.
The
plan was to find strange, wonderful, inspiring, public places in
which to play acousticly and without piano, just voice, drum and
double bass. The locations, times and circumstances were going to
be chosen once we got to Holland.
The
results of the meeting places were going to be posted at jenniferterran.com,
through random posters on the streets and through secret clues given
through emails. The concept was also going to be mentioned in a
couple publications, like in the interview article printed in Heaven.
So because it was pretty well publicized, we could expect to have
anywhere from 5 people to 500 people meet us at a strange and wonderful
location.
Needless
to say, there was not the time to do a single strange and wonderful
happening, because we ended up having too much scheduled stuff,
except once, sort of.
The
ONE STRANGE AND WONDERFUL HAPPENING that happened on the trip:
The
one strange and wonderful musical happening that happened on the
tour was a very private, profound moment for me.
The
experience almost made me cry because it was so sweet and beautiful.
All
I did, in this very private, inspired moment… was sing out one very
long, high note in an old beautiful square in Amsterdam.
For
me, this was not just any note. It was not premeditated and not
forced. It was just pure and simple and soulful.
And
it was not complicated with words, with language. It was just tone,
just music… just one note that was a pure combination of hope, vulnerability,
raw emotion and love- echoing off the brick and height of that gorgeous
old square.
So
I just I held it there for as long as my breath could hold out and
watched it's effect on peoples' faces, in their bodies. It was an
average moment turned into a moment of grace and beauty, depth and
communication. Then it was over… didn't even last one minute and
I didn't tell Brendan about it.
PART
II.
A few days into the tour.
Well
so far the trip has been amazing and though I was trying not to have
too many expectations, the experience has been more wonderful than
I could have ever expected.
Here's
a little back ground before I go onto the exciting details of the
trip.
Prior
to taking off for Amsterdam, I was driving around Santa Barbara
and happened upon a hip thrift store with an ever so seductive "50%
off everything in the store" sign.
Fearing
that the weather in Europe would be archaic, I was moved to try
to find that perfect coat... one that could handle rain, wind, cold...
and a coat with style... I wanted something unique, groovy as well
as practical.
Anyway,
I started shopping in this stinky, boxy thrift store, which felt
very good... and being in my premenstral state, I was especially
vulverable to making big purchases, which I think the worker there
could sense as she encouraged and ooohed and aaaahed about everything
I put on or touched in the store.
I
ended up buying 2 coats from her.. both that I brought to Europe...
one that looks like it should be worn in the North Pole, with a
hood so heavy, it gives me a backache and one groovy red swade jacket
which has been consistently disintegrating before my eyes... (it's
not red anymore, for the drycleaner stripped that off and added
a series of attractive holes all about the coat... in addition,
his efforts made the jacket two sizes smaller than how it had originated.
BUT at least it was now clean, $45 dollars later at the drycleaner...
mama mia!)
So
for you Dutch people, please know that I tried my best with style
and practicality and please forgive the holes. And no, the coat
can't be mended… I tried that on the plane ride over and was proud
of my work until I put the coat on and it was like putting on a
1st graders jacket.
Okay
so anyway... the days before we left, I was busier than hell, playing
concerts and getting ready for the preparations of the trip.
Feb.
19/ Tue.
the
plane ride over was alright... no sleep... yummy airplane food in
fun little packaging.. start feeling the power of this new adventure
and shed some tears of deep appreciation for the Dutch people who
so willingly and lovingly helped us get here. Started to come up
with new melodies... got my little walkman recorder out... recorded
it... wrote lyrics... more airplane food.
Feb.
21 Wed.
Arrive
in Amsterdam airport with plenty of CDs, Brendan's massive Double
Bass Flight case...haven't slept in days... get out of customs,
then a little interview for the newspaper... very intelligent Dutch
man named Herman... very cool.
get
picked up by the very wonderful Eric Scipio from heaven magazine...
an honor... he took us to lily's in amsterdam who so lovingly offered
her place to us while she was out of town... took a walk around
Amsterdam.. visited some "coffee houses" for Brendan then
slept until 4 the next afternoon.
Feb.
21 (thur).
get
up from finally sleeping.. 4 in the afternoon. Decide to go for
a run. Bundled up and excited for my little adventure, Brendan shakes
his finger at me about the dangers of European city's and their
strange streets.
I
shake off his warning, set out on my 5 mile run, which ends up being
15 MILES!!! Dark, completely lost, starting to rain, I knock on
a random door crying and explaining my terrible situation for I
did not even remember the street where I was staying, no number,
no clue, DUUUUUUUH. anyway, i got on their computer, went to jenniferterran.com
where i got my bookers info, who I then called, who then could give
me the address of where I was staying. Thank god for JENNIFERTERRAN.com!!!
These
fine women then helped me, drove me back. From there showered and
set off again for adventures in Indonesian dining in Amsterdam.
Fucking yum!!!
Went
to bed.
Feb.
22 (Frid.)
Train
to Leiden to meet the famous Eric from Rick's records. More later,
have to get to the next show.
February
22 & 23
I
was kind of depressed after our show in Leiden on the 23 and our
show in Koudekerk on the 22nd because the experiences were so unreal,
so spectacular, sweet, intimate, real.... and it's hard sometimes
when you get real high because there's the realization that you
may not be able to stay there.
Anyway,
at the concerts, there were moments when I would look out at these
beautiful, attentive, open minded audiences and sort of shake my
head to get myself back to the strange and wonderful reality...
that these people were foreign and that I was in a foreign land
for the first time (having never been to Europe) and here I was
singing these words, melodies and songs which were so personal and
specific to my own experience... Yet the connection from my world
to theirs was real indeed... the communication was happening. Fantastic!!
Now
I just want more, more, more... I'm like a drug crazed fiend wanting
more... It seems the more I dig into the sweet layers of this music
path we are on, the more I want to unravel it, embrace it. I want
to see what will become of my soul when I can really do this every
day. I want to be touring a WHOLE LOT more than we are and I intend
to!
Anyway,
both performances were great... full houses, focused concert like
settings which is of course the best way to experience the music
we do.
In
Leiden I had an acoustic piano, which is always the best way for
me to get down to the music in the way it should be layed out.
I
so often think that the best keyboards in the world can't compete
with the shittiest pianos... because an acoustic piano is alive,
organic, it's strings are meshing with the air… it can be so much
more true to the subtlties in the music than a keyboard which is
pretending, mimicking the real thing.
So
there's the music itself, the notes, then there's the way it is
played and that's where a real piano is so much better. Oh well...
at least with a keyboard the musical ideas are there, though the
fine nuances are not as much.
The
rest of the tour will be with what I call the Theo-88, a keyboard
that I've been carrying around with me through streets and trains
in my arms along with backpack on back... with my beautiful Brendan
Statom who has the real challange... he gets to carry his massive
double bass on back, pull along our suitcase on wheels, with heavy
CD suitcase on top, extra bag over the shoulders and keyboard stand
in the free hand. Sometimes he even lights a cigarette!
It's
a great balancing act.
Actually,
it's fucking ridiculous... but as we crawl about in the rain with
all our essential gear in hand and on back, I think how grateful
I am to be so motivated and committed and in love with what I do...
to know this is what I want and to be in it so thoroughly makes
life so satisfying.
So
I am now in Hergomesen, about to take a run.. this time I will indeed
bring along the address or where I'm staying as I've been doing
with my runs since the 5 mile turned 15 mile Amsterdam jog that
went wrong"".
So
tonight it's Gemert with Ad van Meurs opening briefly who I am looking
forward to hearing.
More
later of course... when I get the chance to get to a computer again.
March
13, 2002:
(I'm
writing this all after the tour, back here in the U.S.A., back here
home with Kitty. I was way too busy to keep up on the journal during
the last part of the tour, so I'll be talking about it here, skipping
around and adding to it over time as I remember things.)
It
is true that the great stroopwafels of Holland do bring joy to peoples'
lives.
Stroopwafel:
Definition: A
stroopwafel is 2 freshly made, faintly sweet round, thin waffel-like
cookies sandwhiched between a most delectable chewy sweet center.
This kind of cookie is only found in Europe as far as I know and
is the savior of hungry late nights, violent sweet cravings and
mornings with coffee and tea.
In
conclusion, the stroopwafel is my hero!
With
great enthusiasm and a touch of panic, I set out to collect as many
packages of stroopwafels as I could stuff in my luggage for the
journey back to America. The intention was to give them away as
gifts and of course save a package or two for Brendan and I. Fortunately,
unfortunately, I will not be giving any of these delightful treasures
away for they have now all dwindled before my eyes and reappearing
on my butt.
The
Amsterdam airport, back to the U.S./ CUSTOMS
It
makes me glad to know that I had a small part in making a bitter
person smile, if just for a moment.
We
were just beginning our grueling customs process, when our turn
came up. The woman that was to dig through our personal belongings
struck me as serious, perhaps a little bitter….and just a wild,
wild guess, not an entirely happy person in her work.
Her
job? Her job was to question and probe, dig and twist, turn and
face the harsh reality of humanity… with all of it's dirty secrets,
stinky socks and other sad commentaries. She was the "open
the luggage, look through everything down to the deepest detail
lady."
That's
when I felt it. My small contribution to a little joy in someone's
day…. for she came across my treasure- my great Stroopwafel stash!!!
This is when I witnessed one of those profound moments of grace…
for the edges of her mouth turned north and her eyes became a peacocked
horizon… in other words, she let out the most genuine smile and
little laugh upon uncovering my grand collection of Stroopwafels.
And
then it was over as soon as it came… like in life… displays of beauty
happening all the time- sometimes witnessed, often ignored. This
one I caught though, which made for a great ending to our European
adventure.
It's
very difficult to summarize, to capture, to express what this tour
meant to me. I believe in the music Brendan and I do on a most profound,
loving and passionate level. For whatever reason, it has always
been my unwavering intent, my inspiration, my hope, my dream to
communicate what is essential in life through music… as I know it
is Brendan's.
Call
it "new age" (which I'm so NOT), but I believe in letting
myself dream and imagine in detail what it is my heart desires.
And by doing this, what I imagine and dream does come to fruition,
eventually- but only with the aid of a lot of love and commitment.
Touring
on the other side of the world to people whose tongue I did not
speak, except through the sweet language of music, was one of those
dreams that I had been brewing for so long in my magic pot. And
here we were making that connection, finally after so much dreaming.
Brendan
and I definitely ended wanting more… a lot more. So naturally, we'll
be going back to Europe in the autumn and as often as possible,
to sing, to scream, to cry on the train, to kiss a stranger thrice,
to unravel the potential of our talents.
I
know there is so much more in me to give, to get down to as a musician,
as a performer. It's like a never ending, deep, wonderous cavern
in my pit. And I will…. I will unravel those layers and become what
it is I am meant to become. I see and I experience glimpses of it,
but I'm not there quite yet.
So
I think I'll be skipping around describing as best I can the experience.
I will also be adding on to this journal as I remember more.
BARBIE
and FRIEND are a HIT!
Barbie
and friend, all lush and lustre with their rambunctious supply of
pubic hair, facial forest and manly leg hair, were very welcomed
in Europe. (I wish I could have seen the face on the customs lady
when she came across them, but sadly I had to be in another line)
SOME
LESSONS LEARNED:
| 1. |
Don't put too much faith into public transportation.
Get to the show as early as possible to avoid a waiting, bitter
audience. |
| 2. |
Never bring two coats to Europe. Choose one
very good one, plus plenty of layers that are warm and not too
thick. |
| 3. |
Avoid dry cleaners that turn cool jackets into
holy coats. |
| 4. |
Never commit to two performances in one day
that are located on opposite ends of the country. |
| 5. |
Leave more time for sightseeing. |
| 6. |
Continue to eat as much Indonesian food as
humanly possible. |
| 7. |
Don't have overnight packages sent out to clubs
that are not there to receive the package when it is being delivered. |
| 8. |
Purchase the echinacea and vitamin C in Europe…
it's cheaper and probably like so many other things in Europe,
better. |
| 9. |
Don't bother playing "Trader Joe's"
outside of California until they expand the chain… doesn't
work.
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THE
4 legged Dog that almost became a THREE Legged Dog:
I
know this may sound unbelievable, but I actually got bit by a dog
in Arnheim… in a sweet unsuspecting household, by what seemed like
a sweet, old dog! This dog, which had a history of biting people,
luckily had it's teeth shaved down so the bite didn’t penetrate.
But shit, did I have the biggest bruise you could ever imagine!
May this experience not make me forever fear dogs.
THE
LAST DAYS:
The
last days were especially special because Brendan and I got to hook
up with one of our dearest friends- ELLEN TURNER who also lives
here in Santa Barbara. It was all very surreal and wonderful. The
combination of us three has always flowed really nicely and of course
Ellen is like family to us, so it was a particularly special, almost
epic thing to have her there to witness this long awaited tour.
Anyway,
we hooked up in Arnheim at the station…. Got swooped up by van by
an extraordinary, wonderful man by the name of Rasyif. From there,
we had to get to the in store performance, but we had just enough
time to locate some magic stuff… magic we would later consume very
late at night on our final night in Amsterdam, just hours before
having to get to the airport. Unfortunately Brendan got most of
the magic because we had shared one serving…. A mistake I intend
not to make again… for I enjoy the magic that nature has to offer
and that the good people of Holland have had the wisdom to make
legal and available.
The
IN STORE performance: I used a raunchy guitar amp for my voice for
this one… nice intimate performance… then with minutes to spare
off to the train for the show that night in Roosendal at Wally's.
A
two hour train ride later, we were met by the great Wally at the
train station. And he says… "this way- it's just a short five
minute walk.". And Brendan and look at each other with unspoken
knowing and dread. A five minute walk is no problem if you are
not carrying a massive 88 weighted keyboard in your arms, a double
bass on your back and a load of CDs and luggage, but we managed.
So
another cloudy, smoke filled room… by this point, I had had many
secret nervous breakdowns with regards to the stifling smoke issue
in Europe. That was one thing I really missed about California-
the NO SMOKING policy.
Anyway,
I've said it before and I'll say it again, the people we've come
across in Holland have been the most kind, accomidating, respectful,
appreciative people imaginable and I will be forever grateful for
having such a positive experience this first time to Europe.
I
mean, what club owner would make you a beautiful dinner; not charge
people to get in to see the show; promote the shit out of the show
himself; and pay you well- because he believes it is his duty to
bring good quality music to the community? I mean, I'm on the verge
of never playing in Los Angeles again because of the sheer lameness
that the LA club owners impose on the artists. Being treated with
respect was such a contrast to what happens in L.A.
But
you know, L.A. is just one place. Though there are definitely people
who appreciate our music in LA and many more who would, the system
makes it very difficult to reach them. Even when the system is working
for us, it's somehow difficult for people to care enough to show
up with any real consistency in LA.
So
there's a little game I like to do whenever I feel like the connection
isn't quite happening locally.
I
get out a pencil, I sharpen it real, real fine. I then get out a
map of the world and I place the fine tip of the pencil on Los Angeles
&/or Santa Barbara. From there, I look at the rest of the world.
I imagine all the beautiful people. I think about how little time
we all have and I once again decide where I will now be putting
my energy. And it's not LA…. not for now anyway.
Don't
get me wrong! It's not that there are not a good amount of people
who love and appreciate what we do in California or in the U.S.
The music is happening here, the exchange is happening, most definitely!
But there are a whole lot of people who could love what we do, but
don’t yet- because they need to be convinced by someone else that
it is worthy before they can validate it. Well, I know this is true
with a lot of people in the record industry and they can of course
kiss my fucking ass!
Anyway,
sorry for the little mad Magdaline tangent. At least I'm not nearly
as bitter or unhopeful as I used to be when it comes to the record
industry and the people who buy into it. I actually do believe that
there are beautiful, receptive people everywhere, though many get
caught up or seduced into corrupt systems. I just tend to get a
little impatient when people don’t think for themselves, or dare
to imagine or trust that what they are feeling is real.
So
back to the story of the tour and the last days.
Wally's
was a great layed back performance, though because people didn't
pay to get in, there were of course some that were just there to
talk, which made the majority of the room rather pissed off because
of course the music is so much more effective in a completely quiet
room. But I appreciate challenges like that, but I'd rather play
in a quiet, focused, theatre type space.
At
a show in a little town called Gemert a week before, we were opening
for Ad (who was great) and it happened to be one of those concerts
that was added on at the last minute, so we were unknown for this
one. The people that generally come to a place like that are really
there to drink and talk which they did when Ad played, despite his
beautiful music.
We
were with Eric Scipio from Heaven for this one. And it was unfortunate
that he couldn't see us in a better circumstance. But the music
is still the music I suppose.. Anyway, I remember him sort of apologizing
that we were about to play for a uncaring, talkative audience. But
I had a feeling that I had it in me that night to get these people
to shut up, so I just smiled at Eric and set in my bones the plan
to conquer!
So
I mentally decided that we would with love and music, get the room
to transform…which was going to be a challenge because these people
were a random group and were not necessarily condesuers of music,
let alone condesuers of the kind of emotionally intense and unique
kind of music that we do.
But
I do have my tricks, my ways of capturing a room if I really, really
want to…. tactics that have been refined (and are much less violent
than they used to be).
Anyway…
we did it, I started the performance acousticly in the house with
just the drum and voice, looking people in the eye, giving all the
love and energy I could… connecting with the beautiful Brendan Statom
on the stage… giving each other the knowing look that though this
wasn't a grand theatre or THE concert of our careers- it had the
basic elements, musicians and listeners, so really that's all that
you really need… there really isn't anything higher than that… doesn't
matter if it's a town in the middle of no where. Music is happening
as long as there is air to breath, love and people to listen…. and
all of that was happening.
So,
miraculously we did shut that room up, quiet enough to hear a pin
drop for an entire hour. Of course it was a challenge to hold everyone
there… took a lot of energy, but there's nothing more worthy of
my energy than giving the music the best chance it can have.
But
at Wally's… well, there was just way too much beautiful Belgium
beer being consumed for the few people in the back to shut up the
whole time. Plus I didn't try that hard. It was more important for
me to give the music to myself that night than to try to conquer
the entire room. It ended up being a another great night for Brendan
and I despite some of the distractions.
That
night we stayed with a most amazing Indonesian woman in Bergan op
Zoom, named Diana. She had made us some fabulous Indonesian food
two nights before when we did the Crossroads Radio performance…
an exceptionally sweet and nurturing woman.
The
next day we walked around the historic town of Bergen op Zoom with
castles and cobblestoned streets. That's where I found her, my new
coat… baby blue and ready for the rain, but not warm enough to take
the place of my holy coat, so I still have the holy coat.
From
Bergen we got on the train for Brugee, Belgium for our final performance.
Unfortunately I had to cancel a show that was to take place that
day across the country in Venlo. It was very sad to do it because
there been some good press and this store had a reputation for hosting
nice focused performances.
I've
never had to cancel a show before, but it was necessary because
our transportation got canceled and it wouldn't have been feasible
with the other options we had. And it's a good thing we didn't take
the chance because we were already to be late for Brugge. But it
made me very torn, having to back out of it.
So
anyway, imagine this. We miss the connecting train that is to bring
us to Brugge on time. After a frantic, wet faced episode of sheer
horror, we finally get on a train, which is to arrive in Brugge
just minutes before our final performance.
We
get off the train with all the heaviness on shoulder, in arm, in
teeth… wishing to avoid the horror of a long stairway…. So advised
and encouraged by a man who appeared to work there, he directs us
into a very shady lift which is to bring us to the exit of the station.
Of
course it smells like cat piss and when we get down to the bottom
floor, we find a very long, stinky strange hallway , apparently
not for normal travelers looming large and unattractive before us
which leads us to an incredible inconvenient exit on the other side
of the train station.
Soon
Eric from the Cactus club in Brugge rescues us in the CactusMobileVan.
In the instruments go, on the seats we sit, assured that everything
will be alright by him, we set off into the creamy center of this
unbelievably gorgous town.
Down
we go through narrow, cobblestone streats, below unbelievable beautiful
old architecture, halling ass, taking one way streets the wrong
way. It was so unreal, so wonderful, so strange how my life could
be so hopeless and lame one minute and then turn into such magic
and grace in the next.
So
let me back up for a minute. Up to this point, we had only played
in Holland. The posters that were made for our show in Brugge never
arrived… got lost in the mail. Being that Brugge was an exceptionally
beautiful, eloquent, historic town, I sort of thought that the people
might be a little conservative- that it might be a sort of tourist
town.
When
I was trying to decide what to wear on the train minutes earlier,
I gravitated towards a particular black and white plaid, short sleeved,
rather small top. I opted against wearing it particularly because
Brendan had put it through the drier in Amsterdam which had shrunk
it about 10 sizes. As a result, the top was very brief and revealing.
I was somehow in the mood to wear it, but thought that maybe Brugge
was not a good place to be so bold.
So
instead I wore my thin, black tank top, my San Francisco/ Tomoko
groovy pants and my devastatingly high heeled boots, which I always
end up taking off on stage during a concert, because they sort of
hurt my feet and are difficult to balance in, but hey… they look
fucking great! Fashion though sometimes painful, is a worthy cause.
Anyway,
so Eric is hauling ass to the club. I'm privately dissapointed that
my little 11x17 posters never made it, then BOOM! What do I see
but these beautiful extra large full color posters for that night's
show with a picture of myself playing Magdaline, hunched over and
near full naked with a gun!! Well, out goes any plans or preconcieved
notions about these daring Belgium people.
So
we get inside minutes before the show is to start. It's a great
room that could probably hold about 100 people comfortably. There
are more sound men then people at the bar when we do our soundcheck.
From
there, we are led to the dressing room where we find the most splendid
spread of gorgeous, gorgeous cheeses, fruits, Belgium beers and
everything else. And I'm thinking, we're going to play for those
5 people at the bar and we're going to give them are all! It's sort
of too bad that there's only five people for our last show in Europe,
but I so glad to be here.
Minutes
later, the room becomes transformed with stage lights, dark in the
house and a most inspiring ambiance. And better than that, the place
is now miraculously packed with an anticipating audience. Happily,
they were all being kept in a enchanted waiting room until we were
ready. Turned out we would be playing for a full house rather than
5 apathetic people after all.
So
the music began… and of course my set list (like always) goes out
the window and we once again and for the last time on this tour,
surrender to the moment, playing songs, telling stories… stories
of the dog that bit me, of the plaid top I wanted to wear but that
Brendan shrunk and that I was afraid would be too daring for Brugge.
I introduced them to Barbie and her vuluptuous, over zelious bush
and we played the music with all the love and passion that we could
muster for this final show.
For
the final encore, I changed my top to the checkered, ridulously
undersized top, which got a good laugh particularly because I put
it on crooked! And my sweet, talented Brendan Statom was naturally
quick to laugh along with them.
Final
overall impressions:
I just feel very, very grateful to all the beautiful people
that made this unique experience happen… like the sexy, talented
Brendan Statom who's talent, energy and love brings the music to
a whole new level and who I love to be on stage with. Our performance
style has become much more personal and relaxed on stage since 2002
began. It was a new years resolution of mine to "lose fear"
and so the performances have changed quite a bit since the new year
began.
I've
come to realize I just want to be myself completely and feel free
to talk to the audience and to Brendan like it's just 3 people in
a room. Music is communication after all and I want to communicate
all the sides of my experience. I like to laugh, to be playful and
to be intense and emotional. It's all goody gumdrops.
Then
there's Eric Scipio from Heaven… now one of my all time favorite
people. I'll never forget reading to his two small children and
their neighborhood friend- looking at their sweet faces, hearing
their uncontrollable laughter upon hearing me repeat words in Dutch
with my crude American accent. They had a lot of fun at my expense,
which was great fun for me too. And Eric's wife… a great woman….drinking
wine, hanging out, talking about nothing.
The
Dutch people were great teachers in helping me to remember what
it is to just hang out and chill and drink and talk. I can still
do without the smoking part, but the rest of it is something I miss
here in the U.S. where I tend to get caught up in being over busy.
Then
there's Eric Slierendrecht at Rick's Records, the man who is really
responsible for making the majority of the shows on the tour happen
and who is one of the kindest people I've ever met!
And
Leisbeth and Richard who let us stay with them and the good people
of Den Bosch who did the same and dearest Lily in Amsterdam, who
was the first one to introduce me to precious Stroopwafels; and
all the beautiful people who interviewed me with their caring, genuine
curiousity and intelligent questions; the radio and publications
who supported us in coming to Europe; the good people of Heaven
magazine…. Marcel for his inspiring review of our Leiden show and
Miranda for the careful interview which I still wish I could read;
for the people at the venues and the people who produced our concerts….
Thank you, thank you for doing such an excellent, soulful job; for
all the people on the streets who would stop to help us when we
were lost getting to the next town; for all the people who bought
us beautiful beer even if it did make Brendan puke at our Amsterdam
gig; for the fabulous Theo at Roots Management who has graced us
with his invaluable aid, the Theo-88 and who made sure we were well
taken care of; for the wonderful, wonderful Jos at Crossroads for
all he did, for all the emailing and for having us on his famous
show; for the Eric and Patrick at the Cactus for taking a chance
on an unknown act because they believed in promoting good music
and for KLM for not charging us the big money to bring the double
bass over seas… you are all rare and beautiful indeed!!! Thank you!!!!!!
If you would like to send us your comments about
anything, please go to the VENT
page where you can let it all out..
RICHARD'S
JOURNAL (in English)
Richard is a beautiful Dutchman I met from a
result of Heaven and the tour. He happened to come to several of
the shows and here are his words on the experience.
Mad Magdalene European Tour 2002
Op vrijdag 22 februari was de primeur van deze Europesche Tour in
het lastig te bereiken Koudekerke Aan Den Rijn, in een bijzaaltje
van het plaatselijke Sport/Zwembad gebouw "De Ridderhof". Helaas
kwam ik wat later aan, omdat de buschauffeur zo vriendelijk was
om mij buiten dit dorp af te zetten en daardoor arriveerde ik op
het moment dat Jennifer Terran juist bezig was met een "in-between-song"
verhaaltje.
De sfeer in deze ruimte was wel heel erg intiem en gezellig te
noemen, en achterin het zaaltje was nog een barkruk met een verhoogd
tafeltje waaraan ik ging zitten. Heerlijk genieten van deze sfeer
was tevens mogelijk door de waxine lichtjes, een bakje chips en
niet meer dan vijftig personen waaronder een aantal lokale journalisten.
De eerste rij was gevuld met enkele heerlijke "onderuitzak banken"
en de onderlinge ruimte tussen de tafeltjes was voldoende om toch
het gevoel te krijgen dat deze ruimte optimaal gevuld was.
Jennifer bracht enkele liedjes van haar laatste album "The Musician"
ten gehore, en ook enkele nog niet opgenomen liedjes. Tussen bijna
alle liedjes vertelde ze over haar eerste ervaringen in dit voor
haar erg mooie land. Haar manier van praten, half giechelend, is
wel heel erg persoonlijk en vertrouwelijk te noemen en het is bijna
net zo intiem als haar eigen liedjes.
Halverwege de avond volgde er een pauze, die ze graag wil benutten
om enkele mensen uit het publiek te ontmoeten en te spreken. Ik
maakte van deze gelegenheid gebruik om enkele mensen die ik eerder
die week had gecontacteerd te spreken. Zonder de hulp van deze aardige
mensen had ik hier nooit naar toe kunnen gaan, en ze waren ook zeer
behulpzaam in het aanbieden van een lift zodat ik na het concert
alsnog via het station van Alphen a/d Rijn thuis zou kunnen komen.
Het tweede deel van het concert bevatte meerdere liedjes van haar
debuut album "Cruel" en soms merkte ik aan mezelf dat ik aan het
wegzweven was, ook al had ik niet meer dan slechts drie Guiness
biertjes genuttigd... maar gewoon door die heerlijke sfeer die uit
deze liedjes komt. De meeste ken ik natuurlijk al van haar albums,
maar als je ze "kaal" hoort met alleen haar stem, haar keyboard
en de contrabas van Brendan Statom... tjsa, dan zweef je heerlijk
weg zoals ik dat ooit ook bij Tori Amos deels had ervaren. Het grote
verschil is dat Jennifer dit een heel concert lang kan vasthouden,
waaruit maar weer haar enorme kracht tot uiting komt.
Na het concert trok ik mijn stoute schoenen aan en stapte op haar
af. Ik stelde me netjes voor, en bedankte haar voor de warme "reply's"
op mijn emailtjes van de afgelopen periode. Ze scheen mij nog te
herinneren, want ze pakte direct mijn hand losjes vast, en zo vertellende
werd ik steeds verlegener... totdat ik alleen nog maar haar hand
voelde en de woorden zich niet meer uit mijn mond lieten vloeien...
Dit was nou contact over meerdere verschillende nivo's en ik genoot
met volle teugen... en ik werd verlegen, ik werd verlegen... ik
raakte "over mijn touren"... en eindige met een hoofd zonder enige
gedachten :-)
Tot mijn grote vreugde bleek iets later de lift die ik kreeg wel
heel erg goed te zijn, ik mocht nl. meerijden met de vrouw die de
PA voor die avond verzorgt had en zodoende kon ik nog gewoon en
redelijk op tijd met het openbaar vervoer thuis geraken... nog helemaal
in den z(w)evende hemel :-)
Op zaterdag 23 februari zou het optreden in de "Q-Bus" te Leiden
in een iets grotere zaal plaatsvinden, het begon ook allemaal wat
later dan de avond daarvoor. Deze avond zou de enige van de hele
tour zijn waarbij ze in de gelegenheid werd gesteld om op een echte
piano te spelen. Gelukkig waren wij - met vier personen - redelijk
op tijd want helemaal achterin vonden wij een vierpersoons bank
die nog niet geconfisceerd was. Top, die is van ons...
Nadat we al meer dan een uur binnenwaren bleek ondertussen de zaal
goed gevuld te zijn, en kwam eindelijk Jennifer met een klein trommeltje
vanuit de WC (ruimte) al trommelend via het publiek naar het podium
"Sweet Sticky 8 to 5 Lady". De setlist van deze avond was bijna
hetzelfde als in Koudekerke, maar ook weer niet van tevoren voorbereid
en hierdoor bleef het ook de gehele avond een zeer spontaan optreden.
Alle liedjes in het eerste gedeelte waren afkomstig van "The Musician"
op twee liedjes na, "The Trout" over een vis (florel) en de vismethode
zoals die door Brendan wordt toegepast, en een liedje over "A Three-Legged
Dog" wat gaat over een hond die door een auto ongeluk een pootje
moest missen. De eigenaar van die hond schaamde zich dood, maar
het hondje zelf had daar geen last van. Jawel, een moraal zit wel
degelijk in dit verhaal ! Het geluidsverschil met de avond daarvoor,
het verschil tussen een piano en een keyboard bleek toch wel enorm
te zijn. Het geluid in deze zaal was erg helder en transparant,
ook al was de geluidssterkte enorm laag...
Tijdens de pauze gingen we gedrieën, eentje hield de bank bezet,
naar Jennifer toe. De anderen wilde graag een album kopen en laten
signeren, en ik wilde mijn reeds opgebouwde Jennifer collectie ook
laten signeren. Ze zat heerlijk in het hoekje van het podium met
een koffer vol cd's, en haar Barbie popjes die ze eigenhandig tot
realistische poppen had omgetoverd, compleet met "pubic hair and
nipples on the titties". Ze herkende mij direct van de avond tevoren
en ze boog zich voorover om mij een stevige knuffel te geven, wat
een heerlijk warm gevoel gaf dat :-)
Ze begon in mijn cd-boekjes te schrijven in een - zeer persoonlijke
- briefvorm, beginnend bij haar laatste album en terugwerkend naar
haar debuut.
Deze avond zou tot nog toe de langste setlist kennen, want het
optreden wat omstreeks 21:30 begon en een pauze kende van maximaal
drie kwartier, was pas om half een afgelopen. Tijdens de liedjes
kon je een speld horen vallen... letterlijk hoorde we een keer een
dubbeltje wat aan het rollen was op de bar, en door het zeer intens
ingespannen luisteren moesten we ineens wel (zachtjes) lachen. Het
ergste was nog de zakjes chips die ineens uit de lucht kwamen vallen...
geen van ons durfde die te openen tijdens een liedje, bang geworden
dat het enorme kabaal door de hele zaal zou galmen.
Kortom, ik had een heel erg goed weekend achter de rug. Wat nog
mooier is, is het feit dat de drie anderen die er zaterdag bij waren
zowiezo van plan zijn om later (in deze tour) NOG een keer naar
een optreden te gaan. Hetzelfde gevoel had ik vrijdag al, maar nog
sterker had ik dat zaterdag... ik kan hier geen genoeg van krijgen,
en ik hoop dat ik zo snel mogelijk weer in staat ben om mezelf een
avondje te laten verwennen door de stem en sfeer van Jennifer Terran.
Dit werkt verslavend.
Na dit heerlijke weekend had ik wel enkele dagen nodig om al deze
ervaringen een plaats te geven en weer enigzinds bij te komen. Het
duurde ongeveer een halve week voordat ik weer "met beide benen"
op de grond stond en tot mijn grote verbazing kwam halverwege de
dag een mail van Jennifer binnen met een zeer recent ingelast concert
te Arnhem. Zo snel als het mij mogelijk was heb ik dit bericht doorgemaild
aan enkele vrienden en bekenden, vooral diegene die een auto hebben....
Gelukkig kon ik snel genoeg een oude bekende van mij strikken om
vanuit het zuiden van Nederland met de auto naar mij te rijden en
vervolgens door te rijden naar het oosten van het land. Vooral de
mededing dat Jennifer deze avond zou mogen spelen op een vleugel
(grand piano) zorgde ervoor dat ik bijna moeiteloos een Tori Amos
fan kon strikken voor dit uitstapje op een doordeweekse avond aan
het eind van het onguur koude februari.
Samen kwamen we ruim op tijd aan in Arnhem en nadat we aardig dicht
in de buurt waren ging ik - in mijn bijrijdersrol - de buurt goed
in de gaten houden, totdat ik opmerkte :"Zullen we vanavond aan
de Warsteiner gaan ?". De bestuurder reageerde een beetje geirriteerd
:"Ja maar... ik mag niet (te veel) drinken hoor !" Nadat hij mijn
gezichtsuitdrukking had gezien begreep hij dat ik waarschijnlijk
de zaal al had gesignaleerd en vooral keek naar het (bier)uithangbord.
Hierna hoefden we alleen nog maar een parkeerplaatsje te vinden.
Nadat we het (zeer oude en prachtige) gebouw naar binnentraden,
was het voor ons nog totaal onbekend waar we nu weer uitgekomen
waren. Eenmaal goed binnengekomen was het nog steeds niet duidelijk
totdat er achterin de ruimte waar we op dat moment zaten de deur
openging en een blij verraste Jennifer op ons af kwam lopen. Ze
was erg blij dat wij deze plaats gevonden hadden en zeer verrukt
over het feit dat ze met een echte grote piano mocht spelen. Een
heerlijke manier om je direct welkom te voelen.
Deze ruimte, de Katoen Klub, is een erg sfeervolle zaal en over
deze avond is slechts één minpuntje te vinden. Het ingelaste concert
was op een vet-kuiven-avond georganiseerd, dat betekend dus dat
het (voor)programma uit ouderwetse rock'n'billy rock zou bestaan.
Op zich is het wel aardig om eens van die oude Elvis klassiekers
te horen, maar het is eigenlijk veel minder interessant dan het
optreden van Jennifer. Tijdens het optreden bleek dat de meeste
mensen toch voor de rock'n'roll waren gekomen en het concert van
Jennifer meer zagen om zichzelf te profileren ten opzichte van het
eigen gezelschap. Er werd redelijk veel gepraat tijdens de liedjes,
en ik vond dat enorm storend werken. Ik denk dat deze onrust er
debet aan is geweest dat dit het kortste optreden zou worden.
Na het concert bleek dat er eigenlijk veel te weinig echte fans
in de zaal aanwezig waren, er werd bijna geen enkele cd verkocht,
al dan niet voorzien van handtekeningen. Op het moment dat ik mijn
jas van de rugleuning van de stoel pakte, terwijl er al een behoorlijk
aantal mensen aan het rock'n'roll dansen waren, kwamen we in de
gelegenheid om nog even afscheid te nemen van Jennifer en Brendan.
Wij waren het allemaal met elkaar eens dat deze zaal wel heel erg
mooi is, met een zeer intieme ambiance, en dat het zeker goed zou
zijn voor haar om hier nog eens terug te komen voor een concert
zonder de vetkuiven.
Mijn gezelschap van deze avond was wel redelijk onder de indruk
van het concert, maar vond het (nog) niet nodig om een cd te kopen.
Hij is toch iets meer een Tori Amos fan en, zoals hij aan mij uitlegde,
toch gewend om zo af en toe ook wat "drukkere" liedjes te horen...
want deze muziek vergt nogal wat van jezelf, en de innerlijke rust
die je nodig hebt om het een en ander tot je te laten doordringen.
Pas tegen twee uur was ik thuis, waar een ongeruste (en jaloerse)
kat op mij zat te wachten. De dag erna had ik op kantoor de hele
dag moeite om mijn ogen open te houden, want wat was dit een korte
nachtrust. Gelukkig was het bijna weekend en zou ik weer bij kunnen
slapen... en nog voor deze dag voorbij was kreeg ik een mailtje
waaruit bleek dat ik mij geen zorgen hoefde te maken m.b.t. het
vervoer naar Alphen a/d Rijn. Dit was geregeld door een van die
drie anderen die in Leiden al verkocht was geraakt aan de sfeer
van Jennifer's concerten. Hij had enkele vriendinnen bereid gevonden
om naar Alphen te gaan, en een daarvan zou ons vanaf de rendesvouz
op komen halen met de auto.
In de vroege zondagse namiddag van 3 maart arriveerden we met ons
groepje van vier in Alphen a/d Rijn waar we al heel erg snel het
Swing Cafe Querelle gevonden hadden. Bij binnenkomst was het een
feest van herkenning met mensen die ik eerder die week had gezien
in de verschillende plaatsen. Helemaal achterin het cafe, langs
de bar, zagen we de ruimte waar een podium was gemaakt, en waar
al aardig wat mensen zich hadden genesteld. In allereil werden er
nog enkele stoelen in het cafe bij elkaar gezocht, terwijl een ander
zich bekommerde om de drankjes te regelen. Doordat we als een van
de laatsten waren, dus net op tijd binnengekomen, zaten wij op de
eerste rang. Het was een beetje krap, en ik zat bijna met mijn hoofd
in een van de speakers. Na het eerste liedje vroeg Jennifer of het
geluid niet te hard was, of ik nog wel wat kon horen, en of ik niet
te dicht bij de luidspreker zat. Half plagend reageerde ik met :"Sorry,
what are you saying ?" Gelukkig viel het allemaal reuze mee, en
je kon soms een speld horen vallen tijdens de gehele set... de enige
uitzondering was het koffie apparaat.
Na Arnhem was dit optreden een opleving, vooral omdat iedereen
in het publiek ook zin had om te luisteren was het echt veel beter.
Er waren wel een paar jongens die toch een beetje teveel aan het
kletsen waren, maar nadat Jennifer beleeft vroeg of ze wat meer
verderop zouden willen gaan zitten werd de sfeer nog veel beter.
Op de een of andere manier begonnen vandaag de nieuwe liedjes veel
beter tot mij door te dringen en kon ik dus veel meer genieten van
"Trout" en "Three-Legged-Dog". Toch had ik tot nog toe iets gemist,
en ik had het er tijdens de reis naar Alphen al over dat ik - als
ik de kans zou krijgen - het verzoek wilde overbrengen om "Skating"
te spelen... Gelukkig keek Jennifer halverwege de set in het café
naar al die gezichten, met een vraag of er nog verzoekjes zouden
zijn. Dit was mijn kans... en ze keek mij ineens heel erg diep in
de ogen, zodanig dat ik er bijna verlegen door werd... en ik kon
snel reageren met het gewenste liedje. Dat was natuurlijk een fantastische
ervaring, gewoon omdat dit een van mijn meest favouriete liedjes
is en de "I was skating around when my ass hit the ground" zinsnede
zo grappig is. Nadat dit liedje met een klaterend applaus werd ontvangen
kreeg ik - letterlijk - een schouderklopje. Ik keek om en hoorde
de vrouw die achter mij zat met een ietwat americaans accent en
glunderende ogen vertellen dat ze heel erg blij was met mijn verzoekje,
vooral omdat ze zelf zo'n moeite heeft om titels te onthouden (en
ik had enorm veel moeite gedaan om juist deze titel te onthouden,
want ik herken dit probleem bij mezelf ook). Tijdens LA101 bleken
de batterijen van "Grizeldas" megafoon niet meer goed te werken,
terwijl dit een heerlijk vervormt stuk spraak/zang gedeelte van
Jennifer is, kon ze nu haar lach bijna niet houden. Half gegiechel,
stevig vervormt met nog meer gegiechel. Op deze manier is het wel
heel erg leuk om iets wat fout is gegaan toch nog op een plezierige
manier over te brengen. Tussen de liedjes door liet ze merken dat
ze heel erg veel genoot van ons land en van de concerten, en van
onze - voor haar absoluut vreemde - taal. Enkele woorden had ze
ondertussen wel geleerd, met name hetgeen waar ze helemaal dol op
was geworden, de stroopwaffels. De uitspraak was wel redelijk te
noemen, ze sprak het uit als "stroepwaffles". Natuurlijk bracht
dit mij op een idee om stroopwaffels als een kadootje te geven voor
het laatste concert dat ik zou kunnen bijwonen in "De Buurvrouw".
Helaas was de setlist een beetje aan de korte kant, want na zo'n
vijf kwartier spelen was het uit met de pret. Het was wel fijn om
te ontdekken dat de meegekomen vriend(inn)en zich uitstekend hadden
vermaakt en ook direct op zoek gingen naar de koffer met de Barbie's
en de cd's.
Het was fijn om zo'n zondaagse matinee concert mee te maken en,
wat ook belangrijk is, weer redelijk op tijd thuis te zijn zodat
ik nog de hele avond had om op mijn gemak na te genieten van deze
dag. Tegelijkertijd zat ik al aardig voor te genieten van wat het
laatste optreden zou moeten zijn waar ik naar toe kon gaan, in het
Amsterdamse café "De Buurvrouw" en het leek mij bij voorbaat al
verstandig om daarvoor maar eens wat vrije dagen op te nemen waardoor
het vooruitzicht op een lang weekend een nog mooiere afronding van
deze dag zou zijn. Door het opnemen van de vrije dagen hoefde ik
mezelf ook niet af te remmen danwel ervoor te zorgen dat ik nog
op tijd thuis zou zijn, nee... deze keer zou ik - mits de gezelligheid
het toe zou laten - gewoon blijven hangen en met de nachttrein naar
huis terugkeren.
RICHARD'S
JOURNAL
translated into ENGLISH
Richard is a beautiful Dutchman I met from a
result of Heaven and the tour. He happened to come to several of
the shows and here are his words on the experience.
Mad Magdalene European Tour 2002
On friday february 22th the start of this European tour was in the
hard to reach 'Koudekerke aan den Rijn', in a side room of the local
sports pool building 'De Ridderhof'. Sadly, I arrived a touch late
because the bus driver was friendly enough to drop me off at the
edge of town. I arrived at the moment Jennifer Terran was just starting
one of her 'in between song' stories.
De mood in the room was quite intimate and soothing. In the back
there was a stool with an elevated table, so I sat down there. Taking
in the wonderful atmosphere was made even easier because of the
small candles, a tray of chips and a small audience of around 50
people, including the local journalists. The first row was filled
with some great "slouching sofas" and the space between the tables
was enough to get the feeling that the room was filled optimally.
Jennifer performed some songs of her last album 'The Musician',
and some songs she hadn't even recorded yet. Inbetween songs she
talked about her first experiences in this country she considers
so beautiful. Her way of talking, interrupted regularly by small
bursts of giggling, can be described as very personal and trusting,
almost as intimate as her songs.
Half way through the night she took a break she liked to use to
meet and talk to some people in the audience. I used this occasion
to talk to a few people I've contacted in the preceding week. Without
the help of these lovely people I would've never been able to get
to the concert. In fact, they were very helpful giving me a ride
so I could even get home via the Alphen a/d Rijn train station.
The second part of the show contained various songs of her debut
album 'Cruel' and sometimes I noticed myself floating away, even
though I only had 3 Guiness beers. It just happened because of the
great atmosphere contained in these songs. Most of the songs I had
already heard, but if you hear them 'naked', that is: just her voice,
her keyboard and Brendan Statom's double bass.. well, you just float
away in the same fashion I once partially experienced with Tori
Amos. The big difference was that Jennifer was able to sustain this
feeling for the duration of the concert, once again expressing her
enormous power.
After the concert I gathered up all my courage and spoke to her,
introduced myself politely and thanked her for the warm replies
to all my emails. She still remembered because she grabbed my hand
loosely and kept talking, not even noticing I was getting more and
more shy... until I only felt her hand and the words couldn't come
out of my mouth anymore. This was such a multi-layered contact and
I enjoyed every moment of it... and got more shy.. and more shy..
until finally stressing out completely and ending up with a blissful
head with no thoughts at all.
To my great delight, the ride back I arranged later on went really
well. I got to ride with the woman who arranged the PA, so I could
still make it home in time with public transportation, still floating.
On saturday February 23th, the show in 'Q-bus' in Leiden would
be in a bit larger room, and also it would start a little later
than the previous night. This evening would present her with the
only opportunity to play on a real piano. Luckily we - there were
four of us now- were nicely on time because we found a four-seater
that wasn't yet confiscated by anyone. All ours!
After about an hour the room had filled up nicely and finally Jennifer
came in from the bathroom with a small drum, performing "Sweet Sticky
8 to 5 Lady". The setlist was about the same as in Koudekerke, but
again it wasn't prepared ahead of time so it was a very spontaneous
performance. All songs in the first half were from 'The Musician',
except for two songs. "The Trout" - about the fish and Brendan's
way of catching it and "A Three-Legged Dog" about a dog who had
to miss one leg due to a car accident. The dog owner was embarassed,
the dog itself seemed to have no problems with it. Yep there really
is a moral to this story! The difference in sound quality compared
to the night before (last night there was no piano, just a keyboard)
was quite astounding, the sound quality here was quite clear and
transparent, albeit a bit on the soft side volume-wise.
During the break three of us, the last one kept our couch occupied,
went to Jennifer. The others wanted to buy an album and get it signed,
and I wanted to let her sign the Jennifer-collection already in
my posession. She was sitting in a corner of the stage with a suitcase
full of CD's and her Barbie dolls she single-handedly made realistic,
complete with "pubic hair and nipples on the titties". She immediately
recognised me from the night before and gave me a big hug, what
a wonderful warm feeling :-)
She started to write in my CD booklets in a -very personal- letter
form, starting at her last album and working her way back to her
debut.
That night had the longest setlist so far, because the show started
at 9:30 pm, had a 45 minutes break, tops, and ended at half past
12. During the songs one could hear a pin drop. Literally! At one
time we heard a dime rolling around on the bar, and due to the intense
listening we all had to snicker softly. The time they dropped bags
of chips on us from the air was the worst, no[Richard van Oosterhout]
one dared to open it because the noise might echo through the room.
To sum it up, I had a great weekend. What's more, the three other
people I dragged in that saturday suddenly wanted to come to ANOTHER
concert this tour. I had the same feeling friday and even moreso
saturday... I need more of this, and I hope I can arrange to spoil
myself another night by the mood and voice of Jennifer Terran. So
addictive.
After the weekend I needed a few days to put all these memories
in their right places and getting my act together. It took me about
half a week for me to get both feet back on solid ground. To my
great surprise I had a mail from Jennifer about a last-minute concert
in Arnhem! I forwarded the mail as fast as I could to some friends,
especially those with cars... Luckily I was able to persuade an
old friend to come from way down south and drive me to eastern Holland.
Especially the fact that she was going to play on a grand piano
that night enabled me to effortlessly persuade this Tori Amos fan
to go on this trip at the end of cold February!
We arrived in Arnhem with some time to spare, so I had some time
to take in the surrounding area. "Shall we do some Warsteiner tonight?"
I asked? "Yeah but I can't drink (too much)", the driver answered
a bit irritated. After he noticed my gaze he understood that I found
the place and its (beer)sign. All we needed was a parking space.
While we entered this (very old and beautiful) building we still
had no idea where we ended up this time. Even after a while it still
wasn't that clear until in the back of a room a door entered and
a happily surprised Jennifer came at us! She was very happy that
we found the place and she was overjoyed that she could play the
grand piano. We felt very welcome there.
The place, the "Katoen Klub" is a very moody room and there was
just one downside to the evening. Jennifer's concert was scheduled
last-minute on a brillcream-hair-evening, which meant that the opening
act was going to be oldfashioned 'Rock-a-billy'-rock. Its not a
bad thing in itself to hear a few Elvis classics, but it wasnt as
interesting as Jennifer's concert for us. Sadly, most of the audience
came for the Rock 'n Roll stuff so they saw Jennifer's concert as
an opportunity to show off in front of their own people. There was
a lot of talking during her songs and that wa[Richard van Oosterhout]
s quite disturbing. I think this was the reason that this was the
shortest of her shows.
After the show you could tell that there really weren't enough
real fans in the room, she only got to sell a few albums, autographs
and all. When we grabbed our coats quite a few people were dancing
Rock 'n Roll already. We took the opportunity to say hi to Jennifer
and Brendan. And we all agreed that the room was really nice with
a good atmosphere, so she just needed to come back on a day with
a more suitable audience.
My friend was quite impressed with the concert that night but wasn't
inclined yet to buy an album yet. He was more of a Tori Amos fan
and, as he explained to me, he was used to hearing quicker [Richard
van Oosterhout] uptempo songs as well. Jennifer's music really demands
some things, inner quiet for example, to let things truely reach
you.
I came home at two, where a worried (and jealous) cat was waiting
for me. The day after I really had trouble keeping my eyes open,
since I had so little rest that night. Luckily it was almost weekend
and I could sleep in a bit. Before the day was over I received an
email that said I didn't have to worry about transportation to Alphen
a/d Rijn, since one of the other three guys who went to the Leiden
show with me (who all were instantly won over) arranged the transport.
He persuaded some friends to go to Alphen and one of them would
come pick us up.
In the early afternoon on sunday March 3rd we arrived with our
party of four in Alphen where we quickly found the Swing Cafe Querelle.
Upon arrival we were pleasantly surprised by the amount of people
we already knew earlier that week in the various places. Way down
in the back, near the bar, we saw a place where a stage was constructed,
and where quite a few people had already settled down. Hastily we
found a few extra chairs in the cafe while someone tended to the
drinks. Because we were one of the last people to arrive we were
in the front row. It was quite closely packed and I was almost inside
the speaker with my head, but after the first song Jennifer asked
if the sound wasn't too loud for me, and if I could still hear something,
so near to the speaker. Half-joking I said "Sorry? what are you
saying?" Actually it wasnt that bad, again you could hear a pin
drop during the entire set. The only exception was the coffee machine.
(note from the translator: Im sure you could hear that drop as well)[Richard
van Oosterhout] :-)))))
After Arnhem this show was quite the comeback, especially since
the entire public felt like listening, so the mood was much better.
There were a few guys who were a bit noisy but after Jennifer politely
asked them to move a bit further away the mood got even better.
Somehow the new songs started to really reach me this time, so I
enjoyed songs like 'Trout' and 'Three-Legged-Dog' even more this
time round. Still, I was missing something, so I did what I was
already going on about on the drive to Alphen.. I wanted to request
the song "Skating".. luckily halfway during the set Jennifer looked
around and asked for requests. This was my chance.. she suddenly
looked me deeply into my eyes, once again getting me shy... I could
only quickly react with calling out the song I wanted. That part
of course was a fantastic experience since this is one of my favourite
songs and the line "I was skating around when my ass hit the ground"
is intensely funny! After the song was met with loud applause I
literally received a few pats on the shoulder. A woman behind me
with an american accent and sparkling eyes told me that she was
very happy with my request, especially since she herself was always
heaving trouble remembering songtitles. (and in fact I myself had
gone through a lot of effort to remember this title, since I have
the same problem). During LA101 the batteries of "Grizelda's" megaphone
stopped working properly, and during this excellently distorted
singing/speaking part, she almost couldn't keep herself from laughing.
Half-laughing, lots of distortion and more giggles.
In this fashion it's really nice to convey something gone wrong
in a pleasant way. Inbetween songs she told us about how much she
enjoyed our country, the concerts and the -to her- completely alien
language. She did pick up a few words, most notably the thing she
wound up developing a craze for, being 'stroopwafels' - Her accent
even wasnt half bad, she pronounced it as "stroepwaffles". Obviously
this inspired me to buy a few as a present for the last concert
I was going to attend in "De Buurvrous[Richard van Oosterhout] Buurvrouw
". Sadly the setlist was a bit short this time, since after 75 minutes
it was all over. It was nice to hear that the people we brought
along with us had an excellent time and directly went out to look
for the suitcase with the Barbies and the CD's.
It was nice to attend the sunday matinee concert and, what's more,
be home nicely on time so I had the entire evening to enjoy the
good memory of that day. At the same time I was already working
up an appetite for what was going to be the last show I could go
to. It was going to be in the Amsterdam cafe 'De Buurvrouw' and
it looked to me that it was going to be a good idea to get some
days off and not have to put on the breaks and be home on time..
no, this time, mood permitting, I was going to be able to stay and
get home really late.
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